FEAR OF LONELINESS

May the days turn into black,

May the nights become eternal,

May my soul fade to dust,

May my life quench to a memory,

May myself transmigrate into a ghost...

I am afraid of the past,

Afraid of beyond,

Afraid of the unknown.

Never was the world so dark,

When my eyes do not reach to see...

Fear of my light,

Fear of dying forgotten,

Fear of my undone dreams,

Fear of the fate,

Fear of feeling,

Fear of the eternity,

Fear of loneliness.

I see the suffering around me,

I see when love drowns in hate,

I see the living going to tombs,

But i lie alone.

I can't change my path,

Even when it never ends...

I can't change my path,

Even when it never ends,

There is no glory or death for me,

I am condemned to be forever lost.

I dream of a different day,

I dream of another way,

I eager to die someday,

And reborn in the sadness of living.

I desire all those emotions

That I am forbidden to feel,

My eternity is my curse...

My words rage wild to paint my sorrow,

For no one can hear my crying,

I am forever alone...

If i could find someone,

To end this fear of loneliness...

Fear of my light,

Fear of dying forgotten,

Fear of my undone dreams,

Fear of the fate,

Fear of feeling,

Fear of the eternity,

Fear of loneliness.

Appeared on:

Fear & Wonder

Album: Confessions of the Damned (2013)